I am so tired, but I’m still going to blog. Hannibal showed up at work today. Okay, his name isn’t really Hannibal, but I call him Hannibal because this guy always gives off a creepy vibe. When I say creepy, I mean, body in the basement freezer creepy. He is so strange. He hasn’t actually done anything that would be considered crazy, but the vibe that he gives off and what he says is creepy. For example, one time I was talking away and I felt like there were eyes watching me. I turned around to find him staring at my ass! Maybe he was hungry for some rump roast that day? Then whenever he talks to me, he always calls me “Sweetheart.” I am NOT your sweetheart old man! Nor can you have my rump roast for dinner tonight. I don’t want to be rude or tell him off because it’s all about the customer service. We’ll see what happens if he crosses the line. I told my co-workers about Hannibal and they laughed and said that they saw him on the Megan’s Law website! Hmmm… were my instincts right on or what? My spidey senses were tingling and I sensed that something was off with Hannibal. Always trust your gut.
Tomorrow is labor day weekend and I am really sad. I am not sad because of the holiday, but more because I have no life. I am working this weekend and also trying to get all of my schoolwork done as well as study for two tests coming up this week on the same day. Nice!!! It’s just really hard for me to see all of my friends quickly turn into strangers. I don’t even get invited anywhere anymore and it’s hard to see all of the fun pictures and activities that they’re partaking in being posted on Facebook. I keep telling myself to stick it out and to toughen up because it’ll be all over soon, but I don’t know how long I can hold on.
Speaking of having no life, I don’t have a love life either! I feel as though I’ve been single forever. I’m really jealous of all of my friends getting engaged and marrying their soulmates. Any man that I think is marriage material always moves out of the state. What does that say about me? LOL. I can’t keep a guy interested? Maybe I scared them so much that they decided to move far away!! I refuse to date within my circle of friends or my co-workers because I think that’s too much drama if things don’t work out. I’m not a complicated person so I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to find a good partner. I’m actually pretty straight forward. I don’t beat around the bush because I don’t like it when others do it to me. I’m an adult, I can handle the truth so just let me have it! I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me and I’m just someone that you can’t fall for easily or if my standards are so high that I can’t fall for someone with flaws easily? I’m so confused. I hope and pray to God that what everyone has been saying about meeting their soulmates without expecting it is true.
